I am at the lowest point of my life. I’ve been trying to do everything God has wanted me to do, but my life is completely falling apart. I’m afraid I’ll never see my children again, and my wife of 26 years doesn’t believe in my repentance. I have been told to:

1. Predestined not to be ruined. Don’t quit.
2. Walk forward with God.
3. Go back to the promises of God.
4. Sow good seed.
5. Put yourself around others that have been through these things.

I feel like I’ve done these things. I’m crying out to you, God. I need your help now. I love you Jesus, but please help me now. I don’t know how much longer I can hold out.